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Dear Dad.........Happy Birthday. I never regret anything in life but...I do have one now. I have a lot of things on my mind I wish I would've done with you. It was harder to do anything with you in that last year with all the pain you were going through. I'm so blessed and happy that you got to be with your granddaughter, sorry I was so uptight with motherly things but that's just who I was with certain things at the time. You and Alice would have so much fun now. She's 2 1/2 and she'd make you laugh to tears....You were the sweetest grandpa..father..human being...Thank you. I know you know how I feel. I'm making you a cake today. Chocolate with Chocolate frosting or maybe vanilla and cream cheese frosting.. Wish I would've done it for you when you were here. You were in my dream last night. You and Donna came to visit like you sometimes did after you went to the store and brought something for Alice except this time you guys were in a truck and you brought a nice cut of meat for so  LossLove your Loved ones..even if you think you aren't that close
Never take anyone or anything for granted.
Cherish every single day no matter what.
Make more memories.
I already try to live like this everyday but I one thing I didn't expect was how I'd feel after my dad passed. I loved him and I was kind of close but we weren't super close I haven't even called him dad since I was 18...and I felt he was closer with my other siblings but when I saw him struggling to breathe and uncomfortable and in such misery he couldn't talk, walk, eat or anything and I felt so awful and I wished I could help him but I couldn't and I saw him last on wednesday between 2-4pm and I got the call from my sister in devastating tears that he was gone around 7pm.. I feel so much worse than I thought. I didn't think I'd be so sad and I just can't stop thinking how I saw him last and about the memories in our childhood and how I wished we could've done so much more before he got sick because i
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1000x990px 212.78 KB
Make
Canon
Model
Canon EOS REBEL SL1
Shutter Speed
1/49 second
Aperture
F/4.0
Focal Length
29 mm
ISO Speed
100
Date Taken
Sep 28, 2015, 5:47:40 PM
Lens
EF-S18-55mm f/3.5-5.6 IS STM
Sensor Size
15mm
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ShipperTrish's avatar
Love the colors.